Stressed

Recently KE PO go take over my frenz tuision class...teach f4 guys about modern maths n add. maths.

BEfore teaching,my frenz said:dun worry la...easy like a piece of cake(man,u said ez, of course la, u teach a few oni).like u d in f4 n f5. but,they r from international schools,O-Level students.

initially i tot it's ez cuz i was f4 n f5 before but in fact i found tat da Q in their textbooks,not ez at all except the Q of directly applied.

BTW, they r going to have exam too. More CHAM, gonna study back all things +prepare Q in few days.

Argh...headache. de application's Q inside their textbook r really tricky, made me think till siao siao, haiz...dunno how many brain cells got killed. T.T(may b my knowledges n skills of maths were poor)

In Addition, i'm gonna teach ADD Maths during coming friday, shit la...havent prepared at all, shit again...

Now i think,even though v might think f4 n f5's stuffs r ez but in fact when u try to apply it in de other way round will find tat it's not tat ez...not only tat, a clear understanding is a must in doing maths,if not...will feel dizzy.

tonight no need to sleep i think...T.T + headache some more.

No girls allowed????

Our dear Physics School DEan is the newly hired "MEN SHEN"(the Guardian God name of Chinese) for chasing away the gals instead of the bad evil spirit or bad luck??

Goal

honestly, i dun have any goals when i was a young child, i just know how to play, study n behave as a good child in my family...

till i reached secondary level, my form teacher asked my class to write about our goal, talked about what is our goal in our life.how do i know?? thus, i assume pursue a good result in PMR and SPM were my goal. in fact,i'm not rite at all

CUZ...

i dunno what should i do in my next future, what should i look for in the next few ten years when i was in form 5. i just think of nothing of future., just followed what normally people will do, which was doing F6...

OK,fine...what should i choose??science or art???i had no idea but i feel that i like science den choose science lo but i was not sure i did right or not...

After F6, do wat??also did what plp typically did, heading to Uni. what sould i study there?? Headache...

Finally, our dear government assigned me to USM...study physics. Hey, sound not bad, physics wor, the king of science, who knows KNS, difficult like hell...results was suck.GOD...

Now good la, grad liao...out with suck results. now starts headache again....study or working???

after thinking many times, study master...

who knows...the boss who offered the project was suck, low payment but gonna work like hell, who wants??

till got another topic from my lecturer...doing smoothly for my master.

After master, what is my next goal???...................................................................................................................................................

START WORKING!!!

for what??????

it's a really long long story n plans to tell................................

Good luck to me and every of my dear frenz who i know.

Laziness

i'm getting lazier and lazier now...feel lazy go lab,feel lazy to go do research,feel lazy to walk around,feel lazy to go anywhere or do anything...

Recently have no mood to do anythings especially research...initially i's interested to do so but now, my spiritual of it is getting weaker and weaker...

SOS for getting rid of my laziness...