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Sunday, November 8, 2009

blue monday

after doing part time last few days,feel heachache n dizzy when i was awake tiz morning,looked at my clock...whoa,it's been 10am++ dy,laid on the bed,feel dun wanna come out from it.

but i think i need to go to school today but feel lazy to go...haiz...just working a few days,like have been having 3rd world war...both legs were tired n soft like cloth like no bone to support them...damn...

sms came into my phone,my mind was still blur,n found out got laundry need to do,room need to clean n keep, tuision work havent been settled,argh,y do i have lots of house chores one???wanna be collapsed on the spot...+need to go lab...fainted

luckily...everything can b done slowly,need not to rush so far but not all the things could be done in a few minutes,start to get used to it...keep doing n doing n tonite might b my sleepless nite...

Friday, November 6, 2009

windows 7

now eating snake during working tru online here...quite today...but stANnd till tired,kaki lembut...

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Stressed

Recently KE PO go take over my frenz tuision class...teach f4 guys about modern maths n add. maths.

BEfore teaching,my frenz said:dun worry la...easy like a piece of cake(man,u said ez, of course la, u teach a few oni).like u d in f4 n f5. but,they r from international schools,O-Level students.

initially i tot it's ez cuz i was f4 n f5 before but in fact i found tat da Q in their textbooks,not ez at all except the Q of directly applied.

BTW, they r going to have exam too. More CHAM, gonna study back all things +prepare Q in few days.

Argh...headache. de application's Q inside their textbook r really tricky, made me think till siao siao, haiz...dunno how many brain cells got killed. T.T(may b my knowledges n skills of maths were poor)

In Addition, i'm gonna teach ADD Maths during coming friday, shit la...havent prepared at all, shit again...

Now i think,even though v might think f4 n f5's stuffs r ez but in fact when u try to apply it in de other way round will find tat it's not tat ez...not only tat, a clear understanding is a must in doing maths,if not...will feel dizzy.

tonight no need to sleep i think...T.T + headache some more.

Friday, October 16, 2009

No girls allowed????

Our dear Physics School DEan is the newly hired "MEN SHEN"(the Guardian God name of Chinese) for chasing away the gals instead of the bad evil spirit or bad luck??


Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Goal

honestly, i dun have any goals when i was a young child, i just know how to play, study n behave as a good child in my family...

till i reached secondary level, my form teacher asked my class to write about our goal, talked about what is our goal in our life.how do i know?? thus, i assume pursue a good result in PMR and SPM were my goal. in fact,i'm not rite at all

CUZ...

i dunno what should i do in my next future, what should i look for in the next few ten years when i was in form 5. i just think of nothing of future., just followed what normally people will do, which was doing F6...

OK,fine...what should i choose??science or art???i had no idea but i feel that i like science den choose science lo but i was not sure i did right or not...

After F6, do wat??also did what plp typically did, heading to Uni. what sould i study there?? Headache...

Finally, our dear government assigned me to USM...study physics. Hey, sound not bad, physics wor, the king of science, who knows KNS, difficult like hell...results was suck.GOD...

Now good la, grad liao...out with suck results. now starts headache again....study or working???

after thinking many times, study master...

who knows...the boss who offered the project was suck, low payment but gonna work like hell, who wants??

till got another topic from my lecturer...doing smoothly for my master.

After master, what is my next goal???...................................................................................................................................................

START WORKING!!!

for what??????

it's a really long long story n plans to tell................................

Good luck to me and every of my dear frenz who i know.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Laziness

i'm getting lazier and lazier now...feel lazy go lab,feel lazy to go do research,feel lazy to walk around,feel lazy to go anywhere or do anything...

Recently have no mood to do anythings especially research...initially i's interested to do so but now, my spiritual of it is getting weaker and weaker...

SOS for getting rid of my laziness...

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Five Little Caterpillar

First Little Caterpillar

It is told that the first little caterpillar, one day, it crossed over mountains and rivers, finally it reached under an apple tree, but it didn’t know that tree had grown lots of red apples. When it looked at its companions climbed upward, simply followed them to do so. Without any purposes, didn’t know where the end was, even didn’t know why life was required or dead was at. Its fate is? Perhaps it found a big apple, spent its whole life happily; also could be lost in the middle of leaves, spent its whole life recklessly. But for sure is, most of the caterpillars are living in this way, never be vexed what was the meaning of the life, but feel relax a lot.

Second Little Caterpillar

One day, second caterpillar was under the same apple tree. It knew it was an apple tree and also confirmed its “Bug’s life Goal” which was looking for a big apple. The Question is… he didn’t know where would the apples grow at? But it guessed: The big apple should be growing on the big branch leaves. Thus, it climbed upward the tree slowly, when on the way met the branch, then it chose the thicker branch to keep on climbing.
Of course in the bug’s society, for sure the exam system existed, if have got lots of caterpillars chosen the same thick branch, may be an exam held to judge who’s qualified to pass through the big branch. Luckily, this caterpillar passed all the tests and every time it’s able to choose the best branch. Finally, it found a “big apple” from a University’s branch. However, it found that the apple it found was not the biggest apple of the apple tree; the apple was just partly biggest. This is because above the “big apple” had bigger apple called “Boss”, the “Boss” apple was found by the other caterpillar by climbing trough a branch called “Trainee”. This second caterpillar felt very pathetic because the “Learner” branch was the tiny branch that it disdained to climb.

Third Little Caterpillar

Next, the third caterpillar had come to the same apple tree. This caterpillar was quite rare; it had created a pair of telescopes in its young age. Before it climbed upward, it made use of its telescopes to search around the tree, found a huge apple. At the same time, when it found the ways from bottom till the top of the tree, would meet lots of branches, had different ways of climbing; but if the ways from above to the bottom, just had one way. It carefully started looking from the huge apple’s position, identified the path that it should pass through before it arrived the huge apple. Thus, it started climbing upward. When he met the branches, it’s not worry at all because it knew which way it should head to, no need to be crammed by other caterpillars on the same branch. Let’s say if its goal was an apple called “Professor”, then it should head to the way of entering a higher school; if its goal was “Boss”, it should choose the “Trainee” branch; if its goal was “President”, perhaps it chose the way of being “Casino bodyguard”. Finally, this caterpillar “should” have a good ending because it had sense of “foresight”. However, there’d have come some unexpected ending. Due to its slow crawl, from the predicted way to the huge apple, need a period of time. When it approached at the huge apple, perhaps either it was grabbed by other caterpillars or was over ripe till rot.

The fourth caterpillars

The fourth caterpillars was not an ordinary bug, it had the sense of foresight too. It didn’t only have the sense of foresight (it knew itself which apple that it wanted), even knew how the future apple will grow like. So it brought its foresight telescopes, its target wasn’t a huge apple, was an apple’s flower. It estimated the time of reaching there, also estimated at the moment when it arrived there, that flower would become a ripe big apple, thus it’d become the first caterpillar which eats the big apple. As a result, it had got what it should have, having a wonderful life in its whole life.

The fifth caterpillar

Actually the story of those bugs should be end. This is just because all the consequences of the stories must be positive and rich with moral values. However, still have lots of reader feel curious: what could happen to the fifth caterpillar? In fact, it did nothing, just relax under the apple tree, while had got some big apples dropped beside it. This is due to its family had conquered most part of the apple branches. Its grandfather, father and brothers took over one of the big branch, forbid other caterpillars to enter their territories. When the fruits were ripe, then they plucked the fruits and dropped them for feeding their grandchildren.
Everyone is advised is if you are not born in rich family; never dream of getting a big apple. Otherwise you will be smashed by the falling big apple.

Adopted from Guang Ming daily