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Friday, July 31, 2009

The Road Not Taken III (Final episode)

i remember i havent finished this story yet...Well,may be this topic a bit sien. but i would like to finish it oso...
Last time my doc has asked the future boss a Question...
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Doc: May i ask u a Question?How's da lab?got full facilities for my student to do the research?
Boss:(Think a while) yea, my factory there got a test station for testing the performance of the fuel cell.
Doc: like ur company there has no SEM, MBE, or AFM to do the research?how can my students do the research part by part??cuz two of them oso concentrate on different part of the fuel cell...
Boss: Actually my factory there dun hav this things...we might send the sample to sirim to get the result or may b we can borrow their equipment there cuz i have somebody else who i know iside...or if cannot,we might use ur school's lab to do the research as well...
Boss: Then have to go school or sirim if they need the result?i tot u have those equipments already...it's a bit annoyed to let them to go there and here just for the research....
NOT DIM if like tiz...even my petrol also have to be rugi for this research...rm1.2k,mana enough?
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CS: sir,i wanna ask again...so now our salary is rm 1.2k, work 7 days, no OT paid, ur factory there lacking of complete equipments,have to go sirim or school do research blah blah..
Boss: work 5 days oni...official time
CS: sir...cannot if like that..haha...(i was shaking my head)

his face started bcum like Justice Pao...whoa,scary wor...
then he told his frenz who sat beside him by hokkien language:this guy is a very REN SI KIA, jual mahal, his father has got money(rich),can support him without working, not like us last time, our fathers has no money,we have to work hard to support ourselves,just a few ringgit per day...blah blah...

He tot me i din understand because he knew me i'm not local penang plp, tot pahang plp know oni mandarin and cantonese cuz when he spoke it,i laughed at him but in fact i's damnly beh syiok dy...

he saw me laughed, he asked me:do u understand wat was i talking to him..
i shot him directly:yea...i did...u said ur dad BO RUI mah,den my dad WU RUI mah,u tot my dad is very rich ar?my family condition is just moderate oni...wat WU RUI??

BOss: like our last time...i had 3 meals by jz eating bread oni...my family was poor...blah blah...
i became hot and shot him again: u tot i havent tried 3 meals by jz bread!?i tried b4...even 2 meals i ate by eating bread when i was a child, i oso had b4.my family was poor when i was around kindergarden till i was in primary,i have never been poor??

he's silent a while again...

after that, he said:ok, plz let me know whether u 2 wanna do my project by the end of july...
CS:we'll consider it and i'll let u know as soon as possible...
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b4 we get into the car ?Doc:....Y...,rm 1.2k is too less dy...consider higher a bit la..
CS: yea lo,sir...atleast rm 1.6k..my frenz work,oso got tat price,even higher...
Boss:den u folllow ur frenz la...u can work at agilant,abago, intel ar...rm2k++...Ah Sion,u r too calculating..shud not b like tat one..think of the future,may b senior engineer can earn rm5k or 6k in big compny...but u might earn more den that...dun b so calculating...blah...
he kept mentioning "calculating" till we reached physics school>>>BEH DONG...really long-winded!!

CS:ok la...sir...u r rite..yea also.it's good...
HAiz,if not...no need to get out from the car...

conclusion:i work other better den work urs,boss.

moral value: tolerate and think rationally before making decision.

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Thursday, July 30, 2009

insomnia..

have u ever got insomnia before?duno y...tonight i could not sleep,when i look at my clock now,it shows 3.30am...everyone sleeps sweetly in my house while me feel a bit tortured for not sleeping.when i lie on the bed,close my eyes but still cant fall asleep..i can feel my heart's beating greatly and i think,drinking too much coffee?may be but i have never faced tiz kind problem before cuz i believe my body is immune to cafein but now...try to count sheeps but useless cuz it makes me more spiritual. opened laptop,looking at the screen but my eyes starts mogok,wanna close their "doors" to stop working but i still force to open by using 2 sticks.wan sleep oso cant, on9 oso cant..what a sleepless night...

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

The Road Not Taken II

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And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

By Robert Frost

before a contract is signed, i still have two roads to choose-work or not work
if i have signed the contract, my peaceful life will be changed and different from i what dream and had last time-it means i'll work like hell....as what Robert Frost said:"
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference."

Luckily,i did not agree to sign....Frankly speaking,no1 will sign that shit contract...
May u all recall back the blog "The Road Not Taken" that i wrote last time...about the contract matter,i would like to share the story when me,doc and my frenz "KWONG SOU" with our future boss at a restaurant(should be a kopitiam kind of shop):

at that night, me,doc and my frenz together with the future boss went to a "kopitiam", found a good place to sit...later,his two frenz came as well...ordered drinks n food blah blah...after tat v started to KWONG SOU..

Boss: Ah Sion, how's ur studies about project,so far ok ar?urs is bipolar plates,rite?
CS: oklo, boss,still studying,but got something not so understand...
Boss: U?how's urs,ok?(ask my frenz)
my frenz:yea...got study,ok...

well,my frenz din say much in all conversation,oni me,doc and future boss KWONG SOU more nia,his de other 2 frenz,just like a VASE character nia.dunno him invited them out for wat but got something as v suspected...he intro them to us by saying that 2 were his bosses..one is gary and the 1 is...(forgot)

Doc: Mr Y...,last time u said wan them sign 3 years,rite??
Boss: yea,i wan they 2 sign 3 years,actually i wan them sign 5 years,in tiz 3 years do research+training..
WHOA!!
CS: Sir, cannot be 1 year meh?it's too long for us dy 3 years...
Boss: No,3 years...
CS: what about 2 years...is too long.ok?
he showed his 3 Golden Fingers, and shook his head..: 3 years.1 week u may work 7 days,actually 5 days but u guys need to come back to work on weekend because singapore company there will send plp to c our operation n work...
WHOA.....SIAO EH!!

at tiz moment,my DOC help us ask..
Doc: may i ask u a sensitive Questions??How much will b their salary??
he stared at us a while..said: i'll follow the market price to pay them since i've decided to take them two as my permanent worker.yea...actuallly i was thinking how much shud i pay after i have bought the machine for the production use.1200...

CS: What?sir??u said RM 1.2K, is it??
Boss: yea...RM 1.2K.that's the good price that i can gip u two.
CS: sir,cannot be higher a bit?as i know my frenz work with know nothing with his work i his company oso can get RM1.6K and get trained in company too.got Probation somemore.
Doc: Mr. Y...give them higher a bit,like RM 1.8 K to RM 2K like tiz according to market price...doing researcher work salary..

Boss: it's too high...do u know when i was young guy i work a few ringgit oni per day,still can survive at tat time..it's good enough dy.Btw,i have no probation to u all.
CS: OT?dun have???
Boss: no...but u may work OT...work from morning till midnight if u wan in order to get the work done faster..

WALAO EH???SWT!!

His face started to show beh syiok a bit already...
CS: sir, if like tiz...i wanna try to work with u for 1 or 2 months 1st,c whether i like it or not,can or not?
Boss: cannot la, i'm purposely to train u two up,den suddenly u say dun wan work,den wat's for i train u 2?sure need to help me work after i have trained u 2...cuz during training i'll spend lots of money on u 2 n also the machine tat let u 2 handle in the future...

i started to b beh syiok dy...KNN,jz 1.2K,work 7 days,if possible work till midnight...walau eh..

BLah Blah...he started to eat Bah Kut Teh with his frenz. 2 plp shared 1 small pot Bah Kut Teh..but it didnt seem like enuv for them...

Boss: u two dun eat??order some food la,got 2 bosses will pay,dun worry...
he pointed at his 2 frenz...
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after eating,
Boss: i tell u 2,this project has great potential in the future...it's a golden opportunity,no1 can get it ezly...once u have done the improvement,den v'll comercialize it...and at tat time u 2 will get share in my company after it's developed...den v'll open branch,may b u get chance to manage the bipolar plates branch company and u(my frenz) will b MEA one...blah blah..
WHOA...great future wor...
Boss: u two muz remember,our company work theme is optimization...optimize the product and commercialiaze it...
CS: but v r not ur bzness partner wor...where can v get the share after ur company developed??
he's silent a while...den repeat the same bullshit things again,wat potential ar...chance ar all those things..

Doc:May i ask another Question??wat about the lab???

To Be Continue...more interesting part coming soon...started to "argue" with boss dy...
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Monday, July 27, 2009

The Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Robert Frost


Taken From http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-road-not-taken/

Base on the Poem, i would like to share a part of my life in Penang.

After we have been graduated,there are 2 roads we shall choose,either find job or continue master or PhD. Well,i'm one of the group who applies master. i believe master can help me to find a better job or salary if possible.

For those who is closed to me, knew that i have decided to study master. Thus, before last sem was end, i went to find doc to get one of the title of his project.(wanna do literature review early).Initially, i tot he has a rough proposal,ha...in fact,he didn't have cuz at tat time, he wasn't clear about the project much bcuz it's offered by a company till we meet the person who is in charge(boss) so that i can hardly know what is the project requiring for...

So,bo huat lo,have to do proposal by my own.Actually i wan apply early so tat i can apply fellowship as well during May, who knows...haiz. however,it's good to learn how to write a proposal independently but the matter is proposal also needs to mention the methodology and what kind of machine or device to be used to carry out my project. i said:"die la,how do i know wor??"i have never entered and touched all the things in NOR Lab and also i also had no idea what kind of tools can be used...So?how?Den i have to refer to journal and find lo,try tembak some to let doc c...

haiz...last few months i corrected my proposal 4 times before i can finallized,spend much time on it and did literature review but the matter is my doc also had not much idea of it cuz he was also not clear wat can i do about it until i called him last month and he told me:"actually we need to use the lab of that company there,not in physics school."den i said:"Har!?den how??no idea to write wor?"As a result, have to meet tat boss and discuss what he has in his factory's lab before i can finalized my proposal.

at tat time i felt a bit hopeless cuz i started to c no point in my project, like doing nothing, neither like study nor like work...do all those things has no income, still need to spend my time n money on it,got outcome is ok if otherwise,haih...better i go travelling with my gf.what's da point i read the journal like hell?

the most surprising me is when the moment of that boss called me to tallk about the project last few weeks.he said:"Yea, Mr. Tee...i'm proposed u all to work full time for me, u can do research at my lab,also need to learn the machine in the future to do the production,sure i'll give u allowance,dun worry...u shud consider about cuz it's a golden chance!!no1 can have it so luckily. u can c that fuel cell(current project tat's offered by him) have great potential in the future....blah blah blah...we can make lots of money once ur research have improved it....1 week work 7 days.may b if possible work OT,sign contract for 3 years,i'll train u for 1 years, do research 2 years,....blah blah..u can have job after u grad..." whoa,he said tat project damn great and sounds like my future is brighter n brighter.feel like it's the brightest future in tis world,sounds wonderful.but i think: work full time??how much?allowance or salary??what is the difference??1 week 7 days???siao eh,u tot i'm robot??i said:" oklo, v shall meet n talk the details when i get back to penang."

if like tat,den i better to find a job,better den urs...y shud i study n work like hell for u??again...i feel like i'm heading to the wrong path,wanna turn back to starting point, choose again wich way shall i head to but i continue walking to the same way but slowly cuz i hope tat i wont go too far,afraid of no turning back...

Ok, it's time to break...i'll tell more da story when doc,frenz and i meet with the boss and his frenz at a restaurant next time.

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Sunday, July 26, 2009

Welcome to my blog!!

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